A Transformational Private Retreat for people who long for profound change. Change in perspective, habit, or direction. Learn about what holds you back and let go, open up the gates and let your energy flow freely again, aligned with your heart's direction. All else is distraction and will create some kind of resistance in the system, showing up as heavy feelings, not belonging, sadness, lack of patience, anger, depression, chronical stress, fatigue or tension in the body. This private retreat is designed to offer you the opportunity to realign, clean up, reset the system and find direction. The psilocybin retreat is tailored for you and what is needed for you to realize the transformations and insights you are intending to gain from this experience. You are welcome to come by yourself or with your partner or close friend. We combine psilocybin with bodywork and fundamental life principles to offer a practical and powerful blend for transformation and insight. The program is designed to support you on your journey by cultivating insight in your true identity beyond the one you are taught, to cultivate trust and space for deep healing to unfold naturally, and to embody your authentic Self with clarity and purpose. These three elements, releasing false identification, inner healing through trust, and embodiment of authenticity, form the Trinity of Transformation guiding every step of your journey. - The Power of Psilocybin Psilocybin mushrooms have been revered as sacred medicine for thousands of years, guiding individuals toward inner strength, clarity, stability, and peace. They serve as powerful allies on the path to profound self-discovery and transformation. - What to Expect In this personalized retreat, you will receive deep guidance, honest reflection, supportive conversations, and a strong focus on integration. Our goal is to dissolve inner blockages, reveal your true nature, and create a practical path to healing and thriving. This retreat provides a safe, structured environment to explore the subconscious and reconnect with your authentic self. - Ideal for Those Seeking Support With: Unresolved trauma​​/​​ PTSD Destructive thought patterns Emotional heaviness Lack of passion and direction Psychosomatic ailments Conscious exploration of the unknown - A Sanctuary for Deep Healing Set in a peaceful jungle retreat in Costa Rica, this experience offers a profound journey of healing, clarity, and renewal. - Procedure Moving Forward If you're considering booking, please reach out first, as a call is required before the retreat.

Retreat Date(s)

The retreats are private, so if there is availability you can have your retreat any time you want. PROCEDURE MOVING FORWARD If you're considering booking, please reach out first, as a call is required before the retreat. After our call, I'll send you everything you need to get ready—detailed program info, preparation tips, menu choices, and the agreement to sign. Once confirmed, we’ll start crafting your unique, personalized retreat experience!

Itinerary

- WHAT TO EXPECT • Personal reflection contact hours for analysis of blockages; exploration of the inner processes, origin, influences on everyday life, and the transformation path • Therapeutic support throughout the Psilocybin journey, inviting the mushroom spirits to show you the way. They support you with deepening your understanding and connecting with the wisdom within, leading to profound insights and transformation. • Therapeutic rebalancing massage session, let the body speak and release trauma • Guided self-inquiry healing session, from the witness perspective, journey through the body, inviting relaxation and unwinding • Creative integration practices, anchor your insights via creative expression • Guided meditations, increasing contact and awareness with the body and with yourself via awareness and movement • Immersion in nature – river walks and refreshing morning dips • Post-journey integration coaching – translate insights into sustainable and practical life changes and learn to listen and follow the guide inside • Post-retreat Progress & Integration Report with your intensions, insights and next steps on how to anchor the changes in every day life. A complete experience adjusted to you and your intentions, so they can explore deeper layers of your being and embody lasting transformation. Underneath, you find an overview of the standard psilocybin retreat program. They adjust the program to your situation and needs in accordance with your intention for the retreat. - ITINERARY Preparation • Online Introduction & Intake • Online Preparation Session (60min) Day 1 • Arrival • Explanation of the program • Discussing the workings of the mind and body • Guided Self Inquiry session Day 2 • Morning dive in the river • Guided meditation to ground and connect to the body • Psychedelic mushroom journey (day journey) • Rapeh (optional) • Start of Integration: Reflecting on insights and opportunities for growth Day 3 • Morning dive in the river • Creative Integration session • Integration Coaching session • Therapeutic Rebalancing Massage session Day 4 • Morning dive in the river • Therapeutic​/​ exploratory modality supporting your process (depending on what best – parts work, breath work, anger release, active meditation, guided self inquiry, rest or nature walk) • Guided meditation to ground and connect to the body • Psychedelic mushroom journey (night journey) • Rapeh (optional) Day 5 • Morning dive in the river • Creative Integration session • Integration Coaching session • Therapeutic Rebalancing Massage session Support at Home • Receive the Progress & Integration Report to anchor the changes in every day life • 2 online Integration coaching sessions (60min) • optional (not included): • Continuation Integration coaching & insightful Self Inquiry sessions

What's Included

- 4 Nights Accommodation - Daily delicious and nutritious meals - Water, tea, coffee served throughout the day - Daily meditation classes - 2 Psilocybin Mushroom journeys in therapeutic setting - Bodywork Rebalancing session - A post-retreat Progress & Integration report with intension, insights and next steps - Coaching sessions for proper integration of new insights and new state of mind - Guided Self-Inquiry sessions - Pre and post retreat support sessions

What's Not Included

- Flights costs - Airport transfer (we can help arranging transportation to get here though) - Travel insurance - Visa fee

Food (if applicable)

All meals and snacks are thoughtfully prepared to support your healing journey, nourishing both body and mind. During the retreat, you will enjoy light, delicious, and nutrient-rich meals designed to enhance your experience and promote deep inner work. Our approach to food is centered around balance, simplicity, and natural ingredients, ensuring that your body feels energized, clear, and supported throughout the process. Meals are crafted with fresh, wholesome ingredients, focusing on plant-based, easily digestible, and high-vibrational foods that complement the introspective and transformative nature of the retreat. Every dish is prepared with care and intention, avoiding heavy or overly processed foods that may hinder the body's natural flow.

How to get there (if applicable)

Depending on your budget we can help you make a plan on how to get here.

Past Reviews (optional)

Markus – Germany From September 13 to September 17, 2025, I had the great honor of spending five days at the Mushroom Awakening Retreat with my facilitator and his wife Anaïs – at one of the most beautiful places one can imagine in this world. I entered this retreat with a very personal challenge: within my family life it had often been very difficult to deal with me. For this reason, I decided to take this step – to walk a new path. Above all, to prove to myself, and also to my family, that there is always an option for change. During these days I went through two ceremonies and spent a lot of time in deep conversations in between. Through this, we were able to uncover many of my hidden behavioral patterns and bring to light issues from my childhood that had long remained in the shadows. This combination of professional guidance, honest exchange, and mindful reflection was simply groundbreaking for my personal growth. A very special element was the incredibly delicious, lovingly prepared food by Anaïs. She brought in the feminine, nurturing energy and completed the retreat experience in a wonderful way. Together with the healing river, the breathtaking nature, and the deep connection I was able to build with these two wonderful people, it created a harmonious and powerful whole. At the end of the five days I felt as if I was having to leave close friends behind – and that is definitely not something ordinary. We had opened our hearts and therefore only received positivity in return. I can truly recommend this retreat to anyone – especially to those who still have open questions in their lives or who have unresolved experiences from the past they can no longer access. Here, everything is in alignment: the setting, the landscape, the people. Conclusion: A unique, transformative experience that has profoundly changed my life – and one I wholeheartedly recommend to everyone. Love you guys. ❤️ ----------- Ernst – The Netherlands I experienced two mushroom sessions with Sebastiaan, and they were life-changing because I gained insight into a deeply hidden trauma that had occurred when I was a baby. Because I couldn’t possibly have any active memories of this event, my body opened up and gave me the information I needed to heal. It took a while before I could make sense of all the information and integrate the insights, but these sessions resulted in peace and relaxation because I now understand the impact of the trauma on my life up to that point. Now I can see more clearly how and why I tend towards survival mechanisms, and I can transform these into more effective behavior, taking my wishes, needs, and desires seriously, without becoming selfish. So, for me, it wasn’t an experience full of bliss, enlightenment, divinity, rainbows, or unicorns, but a raw reset that proved to be all-encompassing. I am grateful for these sessions and the thorough guidance that has brought a fuller, lighter, and above all, more awake life. Definitely recommended because it has also made me more mature, stable and therefore more responsible for my existence. ----------- Kent – Unites States of America “Let me start out by saying I am possibly the least likely psychonaut ever. Despite being a conscientious objector to the War on Drugs, I had lived 61 years without using any recreational drug other than alcohol, and had not been intoxicated in about 30 years. I happened upon a YouTube video of controversial University of Toronto psychology professor Jordan Peterson talking about the promising research on psilocybin in treating depression. Having a history of melancholia, I read many books on the subject of psychedelics before deciding psilocybin was worth a try. I had managed to get some magic mushrooms in India a few months before, but even the 4 g of dried mushrooms I had was not enough to get a reaction from me. I resolved to find a guide for what was likely to be a life-changing experience and Holland seemed to be the logical place to find that guide. I found Sebastiaan through the website and made my plans to take two trips on psilocybin mushrooms while there. My hopes were to let go of the sadness and find purpose in life as a result – not much to ask, huh? The first trip… despite all my research, the prospect of a “bad” trip weighed heavily on my mind. It was good to know that Sebastiaan would be there to assure me that reality was still there in the event of a very dark experience. He even brought lemons to add to the mushrooms to make them more palatable. He was willing to talk as long as I liked before the trip to resolve any issues and set me at ease. He informed me about the effects of the magic mushrooms and warned me that there is a risk that the trip would be unpleasant. Sure enough, it took a “heroic” dose of mushrooms to get the desired reaction. Sebastiaan was there to make sure I got enough and put on some ethereal music that was perfect for the.... Can't post more here... contact us for more.